Haha...so I'm a Sarah cause I'm procrastinating right now. Blehhh... XD

I should be writing my declartion of independence [from stereotypes] for english so i can finish the first semster...but instead I'm watching cycle 10 of America's Next Top Model and posting this. XD

I'm soooo excited! Tonight I get to work the merch table for this concert at my church. It's Andrew Peterson, Bebo Norman and some other people. Like there's two memebers of Cadmen's Call...sounds cool. lol I'm not sure if I'm actually going to watch the concert or not...but I might. :/

I guess I'll get back to writing now...this really was just a RANDOM postie. :D

So this morning in Sunday School Miss Wendy asked if she could 'hijack' the class for like the first 10 minutes or so. She had a stressful week, cause she's moving to England in June...her husband is already living over there...her son [her oldest child, Ross] is going to stay in the states for school [college] and her daughter [the second and youngest, Carly] is going with them [obvs]. But it's just a hard thing to do. I love them with all my heart. They're an amazing family...I'm gonna miss them a lot. lol But anyways...that 10 minutes actually turned out to be the entire class time. From like 9:15-10:15. We just talked about different prayer requests we have...oh, BTW my class is the Seniors and Junior girls. I'm the only junior and I've grown so close to all the senior girls...I love them all too. Anyways....lol...there was 6 students and then Miss Wendy and Miss Sharon. So Miss Wendy and Miss Sharon went first...then Tori. She wanted prayer for college...and a few other things...I can't remember. Then Page went. Prayer for her dad's job...college...money for college. [I think that was it] Then SK [Sarah Kate] went...college...bio in HS...that kind of stuff. Then Sarah. Prayer for college [don't these stinking seniors have anything else on their mind??? lol] and relationships, cause she had to break up with her boyfriend. He did a total 180 and ended up being somebody he never ever was. And he didn't get it. I don't think that he still does. But whatever. And then it was Brittany's turn. Oh man. She started off with the regular college stuff...going away...money...then she started talking about her mom and how much she's going to miss her...and then she started to cry. I've only seen Brittany cry one time and that was during Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants, which has this super sad scene that everybody cries at when it happens. lol...but anyways...I was tryhing to tune out most of the class cause I really really really don't want to think about next year until like a week after my birthday. lol It's going to be soooo tough with all my friends leaving. Tori's staying, so I have somebody...but it's still really upsetting cause I'm so close with Sarah and Brittany and Page. I have come to the relazation that I have three of the best friends in the world. They would never ever do anything to hurt me and I know that I can come to them with anything. Gosh... :'( Anyways...so when Brittany started to cry...I started to bawl. I mean, come on...I don't like it when other people cry because of something REAL. I can understand like movies and TV and stuff, I won't cry unless I find it sad. Everybody around me could be crying and unless I find it really upsetting, I won't care. Crazy, but it's totally true. But I mean, I just didn't like Brittany crying cause then I lost it...and then Tori lost it...and I think that Page and Sarah might have shed a tear or two. But IDK about SK...I'm pretty sure that she didn't actually cry. And then we started praying around 10:05...Miss Wendy assigned us prayer requests and she had us praying out loud all at the same time. It was pretty cool...and I almost started freaking crying again because I don't like it when I can hear somebody praying for me. I can know if somebody is praying for me like on their own...IDKK what about it makes me cry when somebody is praying aloud for me...but I just can't handle it. Maybe beacuse it's something that is really really real. And it's a really powerful thing too. IDK...I think that another reason might be that I'm not as strong a Christian that I lead everybody to believe that I am. I spend no time in the Word. Nor do I spend anytime in prayer. I have no quiet time. I don't have a devo...NOTHING. Like I'm not a 'Sunday-Christian'...but I'm def not an 'everyday-all-the-time-Christian'. I really should try harder to strengthen my relationship with the Lord...but I just don't know how to do it. I guess that I could ask like Miss Wendy and she'd totally point me in the right direction with some devo that is super thought provoking. I should try and find some other Bible study during the week. I mean, Sunday and Wednesday's aren't enough for me...and that's my fault. I don't listen. Ever. I totally miss everything. I'm only there because my friends are there. But I hate it when I have to miss a Wednesday or Sunday...like I feel totally out of the loop. IDK...

But that was the theme for today. lol College. And it scares me [or upsets me] that it's coming up so fast. Me and Sarah joke all the time how she's going to fly me to Nashville. XP I'm so totally going to go up there and visit. I love the campus of Lipscomb. It's amazing.

But today in the sermon, he [Pastor Gary] read the lyrics of "I Heard the Bells". What was the first thing that came to my mind? HAWK NELSON!!! lol Then after church SK came up and told me. XP Hahaha...we all pretty much had the same thought. XD We're such losers.

And...hahaha....Me, Tori and Page had a 'Tori-Page-Gabi day' today. :D It was so much fun!!! We went to Page's house and tried to clean her beast of a room. It's sooo messy. Tori attacked the closet [which looks AMAZING!] and I attacked her little book area. I really need to get her a bookself or something. I mean, the area looks great, but it would look better and be more functional [because her room is soooo small] if she had a hanging bookshelf and could put some drawers or totes under it. Anyways, at 4 we went over to SK's house for a Koine group. I think that Koine is a Hebrew word...I can't remember. Anyways, they're just different groups for High Schoolers at our church. the one at SK's house is the Crown Ministries Financial something or other. This week was my first time, but it was really interesting. And then @ 6 we went to church for choir practice. Although, I didn't go to practice. Cause I'm not part of the choir. lol I baby-sit for the people there. :D Fun stuff.

Anways...I'm so outtie...like way outtie. XP

Peace out girl scout [or boy scout if I actually have guys reading this...in which case is kinda weird...unless your Chase. XD]

Oh...and I found out Philip's girlfriend's name. [cause Page is awesome like that and just flat out asked him. :D See...I NEED her around me. lol] Anyways...it's Akvile. What a weird name. She's really pretty though...but I'm afraid that she's a jerk-prep. [another Page term!!! what am i seriously going to do next year! I have NO idea] But Page told me that she thinks she isn't a good person...or at least isn't nice. Page replied to Philip's message telling her who she was...and Page asked him if she's a Christian and stuff...just looking out for him [for me]. [again...IDK what I'm gonna do without Page. And Brittany. And Sarah. And even SK...BAHHHHH]

I'm sad. :'( I found out right after I got back from work that Philip [the guy that I really like] has a girlfriend. :'(

And I had like a terrible time at work tonight...so it didn't help. Gahhh...no fun.

What made work so bad was that I was scheduled for 5 [instead of 4 like usual] and I get there and Chelsea tells me looking dead serious that I'm soo late and that Rob is soooo mad at me for being so late. I thought she was serious. She wasn't though. But OMG...I was so ticked. Like all night I was sooo like not there. lol IDK...and it wasn't even the regular people on Saturday nights. It's usually me, Chelsea, JB and Alyssa. But instead of Alyssa it was Jasmine. She is so rude. And very stuck-up. So I don't like working with her at all. lol

So my day started off GREAT...and then at 5 everything went downhill. :(

I found my other ND games. :D They were in a box under my bed.
So nobody stole them. :D WOOT!

hahaha

Just thought that I'd let you know. :D

Geez...all the good things happen on days that I already have something to do.
Like the KJ-52 "Stuck in the 80s" music video shoot/concert...
That's going on Dec 5 at the Net. Where will I be?
Doing the Parent's Night Out at my church.
I'm really upset. Even though I don't like KJ-52, I think it would be so much fun to dress up '80s style and go and be in a music video!
Wouldn't that rock?
But no...I'll be trucking elementary aged kids around for 2 [or 3] hours.
Blehh...
My mom said that I could back out if I wanted to [she is the Children's Adminstrative Assisstant at church]...
But I think I'm the only childcare person for elementary kids right now.
:/
Ugh....
If I would've known about it before I never would've signed up to help. lol
Me and Brittany think it would be awesome to go, but since her mom is the Children's director at church and my mom is the other lady [lol...i don't feel like typing her title again. XD] we're kinda roped into doing these things anyways...
Oh well...
I'm going to be in a music video one day...just wait.
:D
Maybe I'll call Nevertheless and be like ..."Guys, I'd love to be an extra in your next music video. Oh...you need me to play AJ's love interest...okay. :D" hahaha jk
But wouldn't that rock?

And Happy Thanksgiving.
:D
I ate way too much today...blehhh

And I have to work tomorrow...poopie heads.

"Because
I got to get out of here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I got to get out of here
And I’m begging you
I’m begging you
I’m begging you to be my escape"
-Relient K

Kinda how I'm feeling right about now...
I need somebody to be my escape...whether it be a friend, family member, pastor...somebody...this just isn't working.
:/

Well, I felt like blogging like 30 minutes ago. XP
Now IDK what to blog about...

Ehhh...I forgot that Page gave me a note on Wednesday...I love getting notes from Page. They're so random and funkiiii and very her. lol I haven't gotten one in awhile because of Facebook...now we talk all the flipping time on Facebook and she never writes me notes anymore. Ever since September 10, 2007 I have recieved 28 notes from her. The first note [9/10/07] was written after we got back from Night of Joy...it pretty much highlighted all our insane moments
---
Riding [and crying] on Thunder Mountain...[which Matt H from Sanctus Real dubbed 'Thunder Canyon']...having Steven Curtis Chapman and his two sons, Caleb and Will, walk right by us and us gawk at them.
---
Yeahhh....not much... XP and she doodles allll over her notes. It's crazy.
At first she called me Habi Icah...that came about cause she uses the T9 or whatever on her cell phone, and when she was putting my phone [home] number in her phone that came up when she typed Gabi. XP
And then later in the notes she starts calling me Cheese/Queso because I tried to go by Brie in real life...and it didn't stick. XD Nobody called me Brie. And then Page turns around and makes fun of it. [cause of Brie Cheese...and then Queso came about cause we're both obsessed with random Spanish words]
Man, I love Page. <3 XD

Hmmmm.....
I got a new cell phone yesterday...
http://www.tracfone.com/phone_details.jsp?model=TFMTW376
ITS A CAMERA PHONE. :D
I love it....:D
And it has sudoku and tetris on the phone!
And I can buy ringtones/graphics on it. Yay!
I actually haven't bought any yet, but I've looked.

Dang...my aunt is outside smoking, so I went to close the slider [beacuse the smell comes into my room and i don't like it] and I knocked over the DVD player on top of my TV and all the DVD cases and my sister's school DVDs fell all over the place. Ugh...at least I didn't lose any. :D

And I finally got iTunes onto my computer again. Cause my dad redid it and then I didn't have internet in my room...I just got it like this week sometime...and iTunes wouldn't download...but it did today for whatever reason. Doesn't matter to me... XP I'm just happy that it did download.

And to finish my most random blog post ever [ XP ]...
I FINALLY GOT MY NEVERTHELESS CD! It was delievered to my old house [like i kept telling my parents] and my dad's friend went and picked up the mail and it was there. Dude...I called Sarah and I didn't let her talk...cause I was talking so much. lol XD
Now I need to go buy a frame for the signed CD insert that came with it because my Hawk Nelson and Sanctus Real signed inserts are in a frame...but I love it.
AJ's signature is the best. :D

My aunt and cousins need to leave. Now. I cannot live with them anymore. They...just...flipping...tick...me..OFF! Like I'm over this whole, I'm-living-with-you-let's-all-pretend-everything's-all-good thing that they have going. My aunt always turns everything into this whole pity party for herself when my mom says something negative to her..."but i'm trying soooo hard...don't you see *sob* how hard i'm working to get *sob* back on my feet? you think i like living here in this small area with 8 *sob* other people? *sobsobsob*"

DUDE...SHUT YOUR FRICKEN MOUTH! i don't want to hear your voice any more.

and speaking of voices...the whole reason i've blown my top is because of my cousins.

it is sooo peaceful when they are at school. i love it when they aren't home. they are 11, 8 & 7 and they don't have a quiet bone in their body. i'm seriously. they're loud even when they sleep. [yes, i'm implying that they talk in their sleep...which i have witnessed] right now they are out on our courtyard/porch screaming their heads off. dude...i would still mind, but probably not as much if we lived in a single standing house. we don't live in a house...we live in a town house, which is like an apartment...like there are four units in a building...but anyways they're out there screaming and not caring that THERE ARE PEOPLE AROUND HERE! i really hope that somebody comes and yells at them. i am wishing/hoping that right now. i can't stand this. i actually just blew up at them, because i have High Flight Soceity on right now...both earbuds in...kinda loud...and i can still hear them. i'm over it.

they've actually stopped now...but another thing that annoys me to no end is how when they were just outside, i fricken yelled at them like a billion times to be quiet and every time i would, my brother would just say "WILL YOU SHUT UP?!" dude, i'm going to punch him in the mouth one day. we were raised that "stupid" & "shut up" were 'bad' words/sayings. which they are...i don't use "shut up" often...rarely actually. stupid has become more of a online word for me...i don't say it too often outloud. but oh man...if they don't leave soon [which it looks like jan of next year now...because my aunt isn't moving out until she finishes beauty school...and the date was moved back because she got a job and is now working all the time instead of school.]

;OASDNIPFOAKSNDPOBIAPODISHTPOINLAKSNASJDF

blech.

Christine - is the offer to move in with you still good?
XD

As per Christine's request I'm writing about it. :D

I didn't take any pictures, just video. I'll have them on here/NDM soon, cause I gotta get them on youtube first, and that takes FOREVER! lol I'm uploading them to facebook, but I can't link them anywhere else. Lame.

But it was awesome. :D I got there late, so I missed B. Reith and most of Family Force 5. I got to hear the ending of "Get You Back Off the Wall" and "Earthquake"...but I didn't really watch them preform, which sucks. lol I got to see all Relient K [which rocked, but seemed really really short] and tobyMac. I didn't want to see him [again...lol] but I was really excited when he started to preform. OMGN! HE ACTUALLY JUMPED INTO THE CROWD! it was awesome. But I didn't get video or pictures or anything. :( I'll find some though and post them. lol It was so cool. And then at the end all the bands came out and sang a song [I believe that it was "Walking in a Winter Wonderland"] and I was flipping out. :D I got a Relient K poster [that glows in the dark. YEAH!], a FF5 poster [that is leftover from Van's Warped Tour...lame-er], FF5 stickers and a B. Reith poster [one for me and one for Brittany] both signed. Oh and I got the Relient K CD "Let it snow baby...let it reindeer" <3 it soooooooo stinking much! "Sleigh Ride" is my new favorite Christmas song. lol

So it was a really great concert. :D

I've been hanging out with Brittany a lot lately. lol But it's cool cause I loooove hanging out with Brittany. :D She rocks. I actually went over there today. We watched a couple episodes of the Office before CJ, Brittany's boyfriend, came over. Then when CJ came over we played a game of Apples to Apples and then watched Hot Rod and The Wedding Singer. Hilarous movies. XP We just hung out and stuff...pretty fun actually. :D

Sunday is going to be CUH-RAZY! I have church, then this etiquette thingy that I don't even want to go to. :( [i have to dress up] And then I might be going to the TobyMac/Relient K/Family Force 5 concert @ 3. Then I was supposed to be at Brittany's house @ 6 to watch another movie [Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory]. lol She's going all out for this movie though...she having everybody bring some form of candy and she's going to have hot chocolate [to represent the chocolate river in the movie.] and if I go, I might possibly bring her my chocolate fountain. Maybe I'll give it to her Sunday morning. lol I wanna do all that Sunday. :/ I asked my mom if I could...like I'm doing church and the etiquette thing for sure. IDK about the concert...I don't have my ticket yet. :/ I really really really need to buy it. lol DANG IT! I should've had my mom go to Germain and buy it. She was RIGHT there today. Blehhh...stupid memory.